Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Oh the stress!

I can't beleive that I'm having to deal with all this right now. First I fail my three hour gloucose test and have to test my blood sugar four times a day. Even though my numbers have been in the normal range. Then I'm told that I have to take this two hour class. I couldn't get there when they wanted because I have kids that have to be taken care of first. So they only let me do the second hour and said I have to make up the first hour. Then they want me to do a fallow up with bringing a food journal, so they can see what I eat and what my blood sugar has been.
Then I end up going into town a total of three times yesterday for different things. Which means I'm using all my gas.
Then I find out that James was beat by two young guys and his head is still bleeding. I don't know the extent of all his injuries because he won't go to the hospital. I can't believe that people would do something like this. I worry when he is gone normally, now I can hardly sleep thinking about the fact that because someone didn't want to be slowed down in traffic that he could have lost his life. I can't believe that with all these other people around that there wasn't any one that would help.
I know that I need to try and not get stressed by it because of the health of my baby. I just don't know how to not get upset by what happened to my husband. I love him with all my heart and don't know what I would do with out him.

2 comments:

Thank heaven for little girls said...

Sorry to hear about everything that is going on. Hope things get better for you soon. It some ice cream right from the carton. That always helps me :) Love ya,

Inalynn said...

Yeah, I would love to, but that wouldn't do my blood sugar any good. :)